Did you ever breathe in a breath of air that didn’t feel like it belonged to you? To steal what isn’t ours? That is what I feel like when I write! I grab something that isn’t mine, and rip it from the Universe, and put to page. I try, I try, I try, not to be forceful, but sometimes, when I write, I can’t NOT be forceful…I have to HAVE these WORDS!!!! I need them, I need to convey what I’m feeling!
Sometimes, it’s just esoteric, other times, it’s just egocentric, but both are true. I miss, I want , I need, to be heard….is that understandable???? I do have a gift…for seeing things beyond the surface…I’m also at a dissability, I struggle to relate to people. I see what’s in people’s hearts…I see what they want to hide…I always SEE!!! I can’t stop it…but I know people are who they are meant to be as well…I see them with the Love of God….I don’t always like that….but I know the difference between what is what we want and what is what we need.